"I loved him, you know. But I wasn't like 'oh, gosh, yes my baby, ooh,' you know. It wasn't that. It was more like what do I do now, you know?And it didn't help that the breastfeeding and diaper changes didn't happen as expected.
You're in shock....And you know, it took me a few days to really, like, come to terms with the fact that I am a mom and this is my baby."
"Well you know, I was questioning my . … Like, is this a mistake that God made? Or like, is this something that I need to hand over to my husband because he and the baby connected instantly. And I wanted that. And I guess I was a little jealous, pretty much. Am I being really honest here? I guess I am."She continued about not feeling like the "right" mother:
"I guess in a sense I did feel unattached because you know, I really, really wanted to connect with him because I wanted to breast-feed. And when he didn't latch on and when I couldn't produce milk I just felt like, 'Is this the wrong child?' You know what I mean? 'Am I the wrong mother?'"But 2 months later, Tamar's riding high in the mommy saddle and overcame all the doubts:
"When he finally latched on I felt like he got me and I got him and this was all meant to be....I am very happy. I feel complete … he is the best thing that ever happened to me."Check out her "GMA" interview with more pics of Logan below: